Man, I really hate this feeling. I wanna talk to someone about it but i just can't... I miss him so much. I wanna talk to him. But guess what, he wouldn't even reply to my texts or fb messages. Really??!!! is that how you are pushing me away? Ughhh i sound so stupid and desperate. Maybe I am. FUDGE IT!.
I gave him so much already...in a month! hahahahahahahahaha funny. I don't know why i am like this... over a guy that i met recently... a guy who doesn't even want to have anything to do with me.... a guy who is not ever gonna be mine... a guy who is still not over his ex ex... a guy who is never gonna forget her.... a guy who still loves her..... I don't hate him for that. I feel bad for him. Poor him... He is in deep deep love... I wish I could do something to help him go back with her but he says he doesn't want to and he won't. But I can hear it in his voice that he WANTS to ... deep deep down inside....
Anyways, IM SO PISSED AT HIM for pushing me away like this right now.... no reply at all? just so funny. So frustrating! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I don't know what to feel anymore... I've been mad, sad, depressed, disappointed, sick and hurt. Now I am left with nothing. I just gotta forget him.. sooner or later... EDsdfialjwea;ocsdilkjni;fahsudkfab.wdzchblisxhfds
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